Friday, April 13, 2007

Drugs and hyperventilating
Everybodys Masturbating
Socks and shoes and getting High
Everybody's gonna die

Slow down, nothing that you do can change it
Melt down, all your hopes and dreams are faded

Pictures paper plastic dolls
Candy-coated sewer walls
Nuts and bolts and getting old
Now you've gotta pay the toll

Slow down, nothing that you do can change it
Melt down, all your hopes and dreams are faded

It's all the same, these lies in my brain
I'm sick and afraid, of this world that I've made
Won't somebody tell me, that I can go home?
I just want to go home

Decks and wrecks and suicide
Everybody wonders why
Dumping ashes in the sea
No one here but fish and me

Slow down, nothing you can do will change it
Melt down, all your hopes and dreams have faded

It's all the same, lies in my brain
I'm sick and afraid, of this world that I've made
Won't somebody tell me, that I can go home?
I just want to go home.
I just want to go home.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

It's cold

It's cold here. It's been in the eighties, and today its in the low forties. Its cold. COLD. It's not supposed to be this cold right now. North Carolina is so bi-polar right now. Man. Fuck All Gore. Seriously.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Silver thoughts are leaking from my head
In the mooonlight steaming, glistening threads
Darkness slowly creeping, into my bed
Almost felt you leaving, me for dead...

And I wonder why we ever got this far
Cause Im seeing how we
Lost before the start

Are we too late,
Are we too far away,
Too save this nightmare?
Are we to blame,
Too stuck in apathy?
To save this nightmare land.

Whispered love is dreaming all we said
Twisted love is speaking truth instead
Crimson blood is staining words once shed
Drink your fill, its all that you will get

I believe now, that you were always right
Wait and see now,
It comes to take your life

Are we too late,
Are we too far away,
To save this nightmare?
Are we to blame,
To busy suffering?
To save this nightmare land

Take me out of this tonight,
Nurse my wounds and heal
Broken bones that cry
That this was always real

Say it softly, say it lightly as you go
All the treasons that you wanted me to know





-ME

.......

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
Im not running from you

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All i wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finnaly find myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you




-30 Seconds to Mars